Chapter 30
It's Time! It's Time!
Master
and Margarita are in the basement of Arbat flat, Master is thinking that all
this is still a magic and would disappear soon…the manuscripts, the food,
Margarita and he would find himself back in Stravinsky’s clinic. Margarita
assures him that what he had seen is true and that the Satan is going to set things
right for them.
Now,
Margarita looks carefully at Master and says:
'How
you've suffered, how you've suffered, my poor one! I'm the only one who knows
it. Look, you've got white threads in your hair, and an eternal crease by your
lips! My only one, my dearest, don't think about anything! You've had to think
too much, and now I'll think for you. And I promise you, I promise, that
everything will be dazzlingly well!'
'I'm
not afraid of anything, Margot,' the master suddenly answered her and raised
his head, and he seemed to her the same as he had been when he was inventing
that which he had never seen, but of which he knew for certain that it had
been, 'not afraid, because I've already experienced it all. They tried too
hard to frighten me, and cannot frighten me with anything anymore. But I
pity you, Margot, that's the trick, that's why I keep saying it over and over.
Come to your senses! Why do you have to ruin your life with a sick man and a
beggar? Go back! I pity you, that's why I say it.'
'Oh,
you, you ...' Margarita whispered, shaking her disheveled head, 'oh, you
faithless, unfortunate man! ... Because of you I spent the whole night
yesterday shivering and naked. I lost my nature and replaced it with a new one,
I spent several months sitting in a dark closet thinking about one thing, about
the storm over Yershalaim, I cried my eyes out, and now, when happiness has
befallen us, you drive me away! Well, then I'll go, I'll go, but you should
know that you are a cruel man! They've devastated your soul!
'
Bitter
tenderness rose up in the master's heart, and, without knowing why, he began to
weep, burying his face in Margarita's hair. Weeping herself, she whispered to
him, and her fingers trembled on the master's temples.
'Yes,
threads, threads ... before my eyes your head is getting covered with snow ...
ah, my much-suffering head! Look what eyes you've got! There's a desert in them
... and the shoulders, the shoulders with their burden ... crippled, crippled
...' Margarita's speech was becoming incoherent, Margarita was shaking with
tears.
Then
the master wiped his eyes, raised Margarita from her knees, got up himself and
said firmly:
'Enough.
You've shamed me. Never again will I yield to faint-heartedness, or come back
to this question, be reassured. I know that we're both the victims of our
mental illness, which you perhaps got from me... Well, so we'll bear it
together.'
Margarita
put her lips close to the master's ear and whispered:
'I
swear to you by your life, I swear by the astrologer's son whom, you guessed,
that all will be well!'
'Fine,
fine,' responded the master, and he added, laughing: 'Of course, when people
have been robbed of everything, like you and me, they seek salvation from
other-worldly powers! Well, so, I agree to seek there.'
'Well,
there, there, now you're your old self, you're laughing,' replied Margarita, `and
devil take you with your learned words. Other-worldly or not other-worldly,
isn't it all the same?
Both
of them were right. The intelligentsia was tortured so much…its soul was
destroyed so that they don’t speak the truth. Here no name is mentioned, she
only says, ‘they’, but it is understood….it is the NKVD.
And
Master too was right when he says that people seek support from some non-earthly
power to get things right.
As soon as
they started to eat, enters Azazello. Well, we know that he is sent by Woland
to set things right. Let’s see how does he go ahead:
“And
just then a nasal voice came through the window: 'Peace be unto you.''
The
master gave a start, but Margarita, already accustomed to the extraordinary,
exclaimed:
'Why,
it's Azazello! Ah, how nice, how good!' and, whispering to the master: 'You
see, you see, we're not abandoned!' - she rushed to open the door.
'Cover
yourself at least,' the master called after her.
'Spit
on it,' answered Margarita, already in the corridor.
And
there was Azazello bowing, greeting the master, and flashing his blind eye,
while Margarita exclaimed:
'Ah, how glad
I am! I've never been so glad in my life!
……
But
forgive me, Azazello, for being naked!'
Azazello
begged her not to worry, assuring her that he had seen not only naked women,
but even women with their skin flayed clean off, and willingly sat down at the
table, having first placed some package wrapped in dark brocade in the corner
by the stove.
Margarita
poured Azazello some cognac, and he willingly drank it. The master, not taking
his eyes off him, quietly pinched his own left hand under the table. But the
pinches did not help.
Azazello
did not melt into air, and, to tell the truth, there was no need for that.
There was nothing terrible in the short, reddish-haired man, unless it was his
eye with albugo, but that occurs even without sorcery, or unless his clothes
were not quite ordinary - some sort of cassock or cloak – but again, strictly
considered, that also happens. He drank his cognac adroitly, too, as all good
people do, by the glassful and without nibbling. From this same cognac the
master's head became giddy, and he began to think:
'No,
Margarita's right ... Of course, this is the devil's messenger sitting before
me. No more than two nights ago, I myself tried to prove to Ivan that it was
precisely Satan whom he had met at the Patriarch's Ponds, and now for some
reason I got scared of the thought and started babbling something about hypnotists
and hallucinations ... Devil there's any hypnotists in it! ...'
He
began looking at Azazello more closely and became convinced that there was
some constraint in his eyes, some thought that he would not reveal before its
time. 'This is not just a visit, he's come on some errand,' thought the master.
His
powers of observation did not deceive him. After drinking a third glass of
cognac, which produced no effect in Azazello, the visitor spoke thus:
`A
cosy little basement, devil take me! Only one question arises - what is there
to do in this little basement?'
That's
just what I was saying,' the master answered, laughing.
'Why
do you trouble me, Azazello?' asked Margarita. 'We'll live somehow or other!'
'Please,
please!' cried Azazello, 'I never even thought of troubling you. I say the same
thing - somehow or other! Ah, yes! I almost forgot ... Messire sends his
regards and has also asked me to tell you that he invites you to go on a little
excursion with him - if you wish, of course. What do you say to that?'
Margarita
nudged the master under the table with her leg.
‘With
great pleasure,' replied the master, studying Azazello, who continued:
`We
hope that Margarita Nikolaevna will also not decline the invitation?'
'I
certainly will not,' said Margarita, and again her leg brushed against the
master's.
`A
wonderful thing!' exclaimed Azazello. 'I like that! One, two, and it's done!
Not like that time in the Alexandrovsky Garden!'
'Ah,
don't remind me, Azazello, I was stupid then. And anyhow you mustn't blame me
too severely for it - you don't meet unclean powers every day!'
‘That
you don't!' agreed Azazello. 'Wouldn't it be pleasant if it was every day!'
……..
'And
again I forgot!' cried Azazello, slapping himself on the forehead. `I'm quite
frazzled! Messire sends you a present,' here he adverted precisely to the
master, 'a bottle
of wine. I beg you to note that it's the same wine the procurator of Judea
drank. Falernian wine.'
It was
perfectly natural that such a rarity should arouse great attention in both
Margarita and the master. Azazello drew from the piece of dark coffin brocade a
completely mouldy jug. The wine was sniffed, poured into glasses, held up to
the light in the window, which was disappearing before the storm.
‘To
Woland's health!' exclaimed Margarita, raising her glass.
All
three put their glasses to their lips and took big gulps. At once the
pre-storm light began to fade in the master's eyes, his breath failed him, and
he felt the end coming. He could still see the deathly pale Margarita, helplessly
reaching her arms out to him, drop her head to the table and then slide down on
the floor.
`Poisoner...'
the master managed to cry out. He wanted to snatch the knife from the table and
strike Azazello with it, but his hand slid strengthlessly from the tablecloth,
everything around the master in the basement took on a black colour and then
vanished altogether. He fell backwards and in falling cut the skin of his
temple on the corner of his desk.
When
the poisoned ones lay still, Azazello began to act. First of all, he rushed out
of the window and a few instants later was in the house where Margarita
Nikolaevna lived. The ever precise and accurate Azazello wanted to make sure
that everything was carried out properly. And everything turned out to be in
perfect order. Azazello saw a gloomy woman, who was waiting for her husband's
return, come out of her bedroom, suddenly turn pale, clutch her heart, and cry helplessly:
'Natasha
... somebody ... come ...' and fall to the floor in the living room before
reaching the study.
'Everything's
in order,' said Azazello. A moment later he was beside the fallen lovers.
Margarita lay with her face against the little rug. With his iron hands,
Azazello turned her over like a doll, face to him, and peered at her. The face
of the poisoned woman was changing before his eyes. Even in the gathering dusk
of the storm, one could see the temporary witch's cast in her eyes and the cruelty
and violence of her features disappear. The face of the dead woman brightened
and finally softened, and the look of her bared teeth was no longer predatory
but simply that of a suffering woman.
Then
Azazello unclenched her white teeth and poured into her mouth several drops of
the same wine with which he had poisoned her. Margarita sighed, began to rise
without Azazello's help, sat up and asked weakly:
'Why,
Azazello, why? What have you done to me?'
She
saw the outstretched master, shuddered, and whispered: 'I didn't expect this
... murderer!'
'Oh,
no, no,' answered Azazello, 'he'll rise presently. Ah, why are you so nervous?'
Margarita
believed him at once, so convincing was the red-headed demon's voice. She
jumped up, strong and alive, and helped to give the outstretched man a drink of
wine. Opening his eyes, he gave a dark look and with hatred repeated his last
word:'Poisoner...'
'Ah,
insults are the usual reward for a good job!' replied Azazello.
'Are
you blind? Well, quickly recover your sight!'
Here
the master rose, looked around with alive and bright eyes, and asked:
'What
does this new thing mean?'
'It
means,' replied Azazello, 'that it's time for us to go. The storm is already
thundering, do you hear? It's getting dark. The steeds are pawing the ground,
your little garden is shuddering. Say farewell, quickly say farewell to your
little basement.'
'Ah, I
understand...' the master said, glancing around, 'you've killed us, we're dead.
Oh, how intelligent that is! And how timely! Now I understand everything.'
'Oh,
for pity's sake,' replied Azazello, 'is it you I hear talking? Your friend
calls you a master, you can think, so how can you be dead? Is it necessary,
in order to consider yourself alive, to sit in a basement and dress yourself in
a shirt and hospital drawers? It's ridiculous! ...'
'I
understand everything you're saying,' the master cried out, 'don't go on!
You're a thousand times right!'
'Great
Woland!' Margarita began to echo him. 'Great Woland! He thought it out much
better than I did! But the novel, the novel,' she shouted to the master, 'take
the novel with you wherever you fly!' "
'No
need,' replied the master, 'I remember it by heart.'
`But
you won't ... you won't forget a single word of it?' Margarita asked, pressing
herself to her lover and wiping the blood from his cut temple.
'Don't
worry. I'll never forget anything now,' he replied.
'Fire,
then!' cried Azazello. 'Fire, with which all began and with which we end it
all.'
'Fire!'
Margarita cried terribly. The little basement window banged, the curtain was
beaten aside by the wind. The sky thundered merrily and briefly. Azazello
thrust his clawed hand into the stove, pulled out a smoking brand, and set fire
to the tablecloth. Then he set fire to the stack of old newspapers on the sofa,
and next to the manuscripts and the window curtain.
The
master, already drunk with the impending ride, flung some book from the shelf
on to the table, ruffled its pages in the flame of the tablecloth, and the book
blazed up merrily.
'Burn,
burn, former life!'
'Burn,
suffering!' cried Margarita.
The
room was already swaying in crimson pillars, and along with the smoke the three
ran out of the door, went up the stone steps, and came to the yard. The first
thing they saw there was the landlord's cook sitting on the ground. Beside her
lay spilled potatoes and several bunches of onions. The cook's state was
comprehensible. Three black steeds snorted by the shed, twitching, sending up
fountains of earth. Margarita mounted first, then Azazello, and last the
master. The cook
moaned and wanted to raise her hand to make the sign of the cross, but Azazello
shouted menacingly from the saddle:
'I'll
cut your hand off!' He whistled, and the steeds, breaking through the linden
branches, soared up and pierced the low black cloud. Smoke poured at once from
the basement window.
From
below came the weak, pitiful cry of the cook:
'We're
on fire...'
The steeds
were already racing over the rooftops of Moscow.
The whole
atmosphere is charged….things are moving so fast, the readers too hold their
breath to see what happens next….
Master wanted
to take leave of Ivan and so they come to the Stravinsy’s clinic:
'I
want to bid farewell to the city,' the master cried to Azazello, who rode at
their head.
Thunder
ate up the end of the master's phrase. Azazello nodded and sent his horse into
a gallop.
The
dark cloud flew precipitously to meet the fliers, but as yet gave not a
sprinkle of rain.
They
flew over the boulevards, they saw little figures of people scatter, running
for shelter from the rain. The first drops were falling. They flew over smoke -
all that remained of Griboedov House. They flew over the city which was already
being flooded by darkness. Over them lightning flashed. Soon the roofs gave
place to greenery. Only then did the rain pour down, transforming the fliers
into three huge bubbles in the water.
Margarita
was already familiar with the sensation of flight, but the master was not, and
he marvelled at how quickly they reached their goal, the one to whom he wished
to bid farewell, because he had no one else to bid farewell to. He immediately
recognized through the veil of rain the building of Stravinsky's clinic, the
river, and the pine woods on the other bank, which he had studied so well. They
came down in the clearing of a copse not far from the clinic.
'I'll
wait for you here,' cried Azazello, his hands to his mouth, now lit up by
lightning, now disappearing behind the grey veil. 'Say your farewells, but be
quick!'
The
master and Margarita jumped from their saddles and flew, flickering like watery
shadows, through the clinic garden. A moment later the master, with an
accustomed hand, was pushing aside the balcony grille of room no.117. Margarita
followed after him. They stepped into Ivanushka's room, unseen and unnoticed in
the rumbling and howling of the storm. The master stopped by the bed. Ivanushka
lay motionless, as before, when for the first time he had watched a storm in
the house of his repose. But he was not weeping as he had been then. Once he
had taken a good look at the dark silhouette that burst into his room from the
balcony, he raised himself, held out his hands, and said joyfully:
'Ah,
it's you! And I kept waiting and waiting for you! And here you are, my
neighbour!'
To
this the master replied:
'I'm
here, but unfortunately I cannot be your neighbour any longer. I'm flying away
forever, and I've come to you only to say farewell.'
'I
knew that, I guessed it,' Ivan replied quietly and asked: 'You met him?'
'Yes,'
said the master. 'I've come to say farewell to you, because you are the only
person I've talked with lately.'
Ivanushka
brightened up and said:
`It's
good that you stopped off here. I'll keep my word, I won't write any more
poems. I'm interested in something else now,' Ivanushka smiled and with mad
eyes looked somewhere past the master. 'I want to write something else. You
know, while I lay here, a lot became clear to me.'
The
master was excited by these words and, sitting on the edge of Ivanushka's bed,
said:
'Ah,
but that's good, that's good. You'll write a sequel about him.'
Ivanushka's
eyes lit up.
'But
won't you do that yourself?' Here he hung his head and added pensively: 'Ah,
yes ... what am I asking?' Ivanushka looked sidelong at the floor, his eyes
fearful.
'Yes,'
said the master, and his voice seemed unfamiliar and hollow to Ivanushka, `I
won't write about him any more now. I'll be occupied with other things.'
A
distant whistle cut through the noise of the storm.
'Do
you hear?' asked the master.
'The
noise of the storm ...'
'No,
I'm being called, it's time for me to go,' explained the master, and he got up
from the bed.
"Wait!
One word more,' begged Ivan. "Did you find her? Did she remain faithful to
you?'
`Here
she is,' the master replied and pointed to the wall. The dark Margarita
separated from the white wall and came up to the bed. She looked at the young
man lying there and sorrow could be read in her eyes.
'Poor
boy, poor boy ...' Margarita whispered soundlessly and bent down to the bed.
'She's
so beautiful,' Ivan said, without envy, but sadly, and with a certain quiet
tenderness.
'Look
how well everything has turned out for you. But not so for me.' Here he thought
a little and added thoughtfully:
'Or
else maybe it is so...'
'It is
so, it is so,' whispered Margarita, and she bent closer to him.
'I'm
going to kiss you now, and everything will be as it should be with you ...
believe me in that, I've seen everything, I know everything ...' The young man
put his arms around her neck and she kissed him.
'Farewell,
disciple,' the master said barely audibly and began melting into air. He
disappeared, and Margarita disappeared with him. The balcony grille was closed.
Ivanushka
fell into anxiety. He sat up in bed, looked around uneasily, even moaned, began
talking to himself, got up. The storm raged more and more, and evidently
stirred up his soul. He was also upset by the troubling footsteps and muted
voices that his ear, accustomed to the constant silence, heard outside the
door. He called out, now nervous and trembling:
'Praskovya
Fyodorovna!'
Praskovya
Fyodorovna was already coming into the room, looking at Ivanushka questioningly
and uneasily.
'What?
What is it?' she asked. The storm upsets you? Never mind, never mind ... we'll
help you now ... I'll call the doctor now ...'
'No,
Praskovya Fyodorovna, you needn't call the doctor,' said Ivanushka, looking
anxiously not at Praskovya Fyodorovna but into the wall.
'There's
nothing especially the matter with me. I can sort things out now, don't worry.
But you'd better tell me,' Ivan begged soulfully, 'what just happened in room
one-eighteen?'
'Eighteen?'
Praskovya Fyodorovna repeated, and her eyes became furtive.
'Why,
nothing happened there.' But her voice was false; Ivanushka noticed it at once
and said:
'Eh,
Praskovya Fyodorovna! You're such a truthful person... You think I'll get
violent? No, Praskovya Fyodorovna, that won't happen. You'd better speak directly,
for I can feel everything through the wall.'
'Your
neighbour has just passed away,' whispered Praskovya Fyodorovna, unable to
overcome her truthfulness and kindness, and, all clothed in a flash of
lightning, she looked fearfully at Ivanushka. But nothing terrible happened to
Ivanushka. He only raised his finger significantly and said:
'I
knew it! I assure you, Praskovya Fyodorovna, that yet another person has just
passed away in the city. I even know who,' here Ivanushka smiled mysteriously.
'It's a woman!'
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